suggieluver02
ohhh

Essika
I will take some tomorrow or tonight and send them to you....

kyro298
Essika, if you have any pics you want to send me of the colors, if you're really wanting to match it, let me know!

Essika
Basically I was feeling whiney and craptacular. Also my landlord is a spazz.... Everyone has basically suggested stripping down my life and giving it a good spring cleaning so to speak.

suggieluver02
I'm sorry to interupt whats the subject? I'm lost.

Essika
Well is there any colours that go well with this weird beige/pink colour ROFL Everything I put up looks like crap and my landlord is a spazz who won't let me paint! I wouldn't blame you even if you were pushing your business, in today's world take all the free advertising you can get! lol

kyro298
That's exactly how I feel. I'm serious though, if there's anything I can do from here, let me know. (I don't charge for that by the way-just in case you were wondering. I feel like I was pushing my business and that really isn't what I was trying to do, I swear! LOL)

Essika
Thanks guys.... Thank honestly put a lot into perspective. I'm not about to do anything as drastic as move to Alaska, but I was thinking about moving possibly to another town or city.... I think I'll basically change it all up and give my life a bit of a wake up call. Kylah I'll add you to facebook and I think you are right about the surrounding thing.... If my house is messy, nothing feels right....

kyro298
I don't have much I can add to that! LOL Great advice! The only part I also want to reiterate is to stop looking. You have lots of time! I'm also on facebook (kylah edgin) and have my own business that focuses on interior redesign and home staging. If there's anything I can help you with that would make you feel better about your place, I'd be happy to help. My business has a page on there too (Stage It! Redesign It!) and I'm trying to keep it up to date with tips for the house. Maybe that could at least help with how you feel about your surroundings. I truly feel that if you aren't comfortable in your own sanctuary, nothing else falls into place quite right. I've lived that and learned that the hard way. Don't give up!

kazko
You need to lament less and want less. Stop looking. Enjoy what is already in front of you and around you. Ask someone from work whom you dont even know out to coffee or lunch. Take a chance once in awhile and dont worry about the ramifications. Go camping once a month alone or with a new friend. Get drunk Friday night and go dancing at a goth or gay place or somewhere different and possibly uncomfortable. Get rid of all of your crap. Renew yourself. Go volunteer at a soup kitchen on the weekends. Go to church and join a youth group. Go paint someones house for free and pay if forward. Go hug a tree in Oregon. People have midlife crises for a reason. Human nature and life is nothing if it isnt all about change. So dont be afraid to change something or change everything. If you arent able to find happiness in the little things or people or places or activities around you now, change it already. Grow a pair! Move to Alaska and homestead some land. Meet some older masculine farmer who can take care of you. Move to Puerto Rico and give kayak tours of the mangrove forest. Take a jump with a little calculation and a lot of whimsey. You are the only one who holds the steering wheel, so drive a new direction and find the rest of the world. Someone out there needs you and will be ever thankful when you arrive.