Well it has been a week since I last saw Puddin, alive. I still cry everyday. It is especially bad at night when I am trying to sleep. All these thoughts of how I could have done something to save if I had only done ... Anyhow, I know it is not healthy to keep dwelling on it but I just feel so darn sad. It is hard for me to accept that I will never see her again. I am also completely terrified that something will happen to Brett. The vet said that he is fine but I am still worried. Anyhow Puddin was laid to rest in our back yard, right by the river. I visit her everyday and tell her how sorry I am that I let her down. I also wonder if there is a sugarglider heaven...I like to think that there is. I hope she is happy and that she has forgiven me for letting her die. On that cheery note, I will sign off. Remember that the sooner you get them to the vet, the better. I am not sure if it would have made a difference for Puddin, but at least you will know that you did everything that you could. Good luck to you all.

Teresa and Brett

Follow Ups:

• Re: When does it get easier? Virginia 19:36:50 03/13/2000 (0)
• Yes, Teresa, There Is A Sugar Glider Heaven KarenE 19:08:34 03/13/2000 (0)