Update:
Hello all, this had been a particularly tough week for me and Aiden has been a huge help with the updates because I just haven't had the heart...it would have been all blubbery and non-nonsensical.
We had the big scare last Wednesday (3/28) where Casey almost didn't make it through anesthesia and since then I've been so afraid to say anything to anyone because I feel like it's a jinx if I do. That Wednesday we had the serious talk with the doc about chances, infection, quality of life and I was NOT happy with what I was hearing. I felt I was loosing my boy and basically had a breakdown. Unfortunately I choose to deal with my 'breakdown' by drinking an entire bottle of wine in 3 hours when I got home. More unfortunately, at 33 I can no longer hold my liqueur as I really don't drink and though I never intended it, I got to share said bottle of wine a second time with the carpet, my concerned sister and Aiden's shirt. Thursday morning was just as enjoyable as Wednesday night as I still had to go into work and at least pretend I was useful while hung over and freaking out about the day's bandage change. Casey again had a rough go of it as Aiden has mentioned in previous posts but he struggled through. I think I screamed (in joy) when they called and told me he had made it through the surgery.
By Friday we were all but begging the doctors to see if they couldn't do the bandage change without anesthesia; besides the MRSA this seemed to be our biggest hurtle to getting Casey healthy again. We were thrilled when they were able to complete the bandage change sans anesthesia and nervous/happy when the doc asked if we wanted to take him home.
Fast forward and I'm exhausted. I am soo afraid to leave Casey without monitoring because he just loves to scratch at his wound, ripping off the bandages. Part of this concern is that we were really doing well UNTIL Casey slipped his cone and chewed on the wound last Tuesday.
We do have two e-jackets that I bought from Denise and had shipped over-night at the start of all this. I was really hoping to use them verse the e-collar, however the placement of the wound is such that the e-jacket not only can't cover the wound but also puts too much pressure on it not allowing it to 'breathe.'
I am SOOO appreciative of the support and well wishes, it has kept me going when I have NOT felt strong. On Aiden's encouragement I have setup a donate button through my paypal, but PLEASE do not feel obligated. I'm embarrassed to be asking for help, but do not deny I could use it.
THANK YOU, thank you for all the support and I will try and update more frequently. I have no words to tell you how important it has become to read the well-wishes and stay strong for Casey.
In hopes and thanks,
Chris
Casey Fund
**Edit...um ya, can't get the donate button to work...so I posted a link!